| Interview with actor Rajeev Khandelwal |
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"If
I had made my debut with 'Kyunki ...', I would have registered
with audiences faster"
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| Posted on 30
October 2003 |
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He
may be known today as the newest hunk on the block, but Rajeev Khandelwal
did not come to Mumbai with dreams of making it big as an actor.
Unknown to many, Rajeev is in reality a documentary filmmaker who
has made several docudramas on the Indian Army, the life of the
aged, and women's labour in the country.
Today, however, it is playing Sujal in Star Plus' new late night
opus Kahiin To Hoga that is keeping him busy. Not surprisingly,
Rajeev has also spawned a growing female fan following, thanks to
his ambitious, egoistic, hotshot dude act in KTH.
Receiving a constant stream of gushing calls has become de rigour,
and he acknowledges, albeit in a slight vain vein, that the female
adulation is a part of his life now.
Vickey Lalwani caught up with the 'happening'
star of tellyland to find out what makes him tick.
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Was
yours a planned foray into television acting?
No
way, I am a B Sc (Chemistry) from St Xavier's, Ahmedabad. Brought
up in an army background, I started my career in television as a
production assistant. Soon, I began writing and directing documentary
films. Till date, I have written about 30 documentaries on various
subjects.
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Really! Tell us something about the documentaries.
Documentaries that I penned and directed were on issues like old
age, women's labour and the Indian Army, among many others. I have
a special fascination for the Indian Army. After the Kargil war,
I was keen on making something that would showcase the army and
hence made one documentary on the subject. Most of the films I made
were aired on Doordarshan and were of 30 minutes duration. I did
not produce all of them, though.
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So, how did the transition from production to acting happen?
Well, I had shot a pilot for a show based on an army backdrop. It
didn't find approval and I ended up wasting lots of time and money.
Now
that I look back, I think I shouldn't have done it at all. Not only
was I vague about the tricks of the trade, I was positively clueless
about the content that the mainstream channels would be interested
in.
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"What
kept bothering me was the fact that despite starting of with
KHKH, I still had to make my mark"
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How did you bounce back?
While
I was trying to sell that project in Mumbai, I managed to sell myself
(laughs). I was selected to model for a few commercials- LML bikes,
Gilbey's Green Label Whiskey, Kodak Express and Videocon refrigerators.
Thanks
to those opportunities, I recovered most of my lost money within
no time. At this point, friends advised me to try my hand at acting.
I went in for some auditions at Balaji Telefilms. Luckily, I was
selected. I badly needed the money to recover the losses that I
had incurred in the making of the pilot. My ad assignments were
quite a boon, but they still had not wiped away the entire deficit.
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Usually Balaji actors manage to become semi celebrities within no
time, how did you manage to keep a low profile?
Guess it all depends on the popularity of the serial. If I had made
my first appearance in Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi, I
would have registered with the audiences faster. My cameo was in
Sony's Kya Haadsa Kya Haqeeqat. Today, this show is doing
well - but I shot for the initial thriller episodes, the inaugural
series. It was a great experience. I shared the frame with some
great artistes like Rohini Hattangadi and Smriti Malhotra. My first
shot was with Smriti. Mind you, I didn't goof up (laughs).
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So that's how you started. Then?
Offers started trickling in, but I already signed Kahiin To Hoga.
Since it was a daily, that required a major chunk of my time, I
didn't want to take up more projects. I didn't want to focus on
too many things during the initial stages of my career. Besides,
I knew that I was playing a character which would make an impact.
Unfortunately, Kahiin... did not flag off as per schedule.
That was a trying period.
I was
in a dilemma, unsure of what to do next. A catch-22 situation, to
be precise. And, people who remembered that I had appeared in KHKH
began asking embarrassing questions like 'Kyon Bhaiya, Chale
Nahin Kya? (Oh, so you didn't click?)'
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Didn't
you take a raincheck beforehand? Were and are you bound by a contract
with Balaji Telefilms?
No.
I am free to take up other projects as and when I please.
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"Late-night
shows don't generally do well, I knew the content was good,
but I thought what if the people refused to change their
viewing pattern?"
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A
still from 'Kahiin To Hoga'
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You said that you knew your character in 'Kahiin...' would make
an impact. What made you believe so?
This
is something very new. The character Sujal I play has loads of attitude.
Tell me one young actor in a TV show, so far, with so much of attitude.
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How
close is Rajeev to Sujal? Do you really have an attitude? And how
do you define 'attitude'?
Pretty close. Like Sujal, I am a reserved guy. But frankly,
I don't like the word attitude, it has a lot of negativity attached.
Here, people equate aloofness to attitude. They begin saying that
he is proud, egoistic.... Sooner or later, they start saying that
the guy has an attitude. This is unfair. How can anybody start chit-chatting,
gossiping and laughing with everyone?
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How
did you react when you first learnt that 'Kahiin...' would be aired
in the 11 pm slot?
I guess, I was very nervous and apprehensive. According to the
general perception, late-night shows don't do well. I knew the content
was good, but was afraid of viewers who may not want to change their
viewing pattern?
Later,
however, I consoled myself and maintained a firm belief in Balaji
Telefilms. The production house has a successful track record and
I waited. Waited with bated breath, for nearly six months to hear
about the launch. What kept bothering me was the fact that despite
starting of KHKH, I still had to make my mark. I couldn't
afford a failure at this stage. It would have been a major setback.
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You
seem to have had a good time doing some very romantic scenes with
your co-star Aamna Sharif (Kashish)?
(smiles) I know those scenes have become the talk of the town.
That's because Aamna and I share a wonderful chemistry. To be honest,
I did get turned on when those sequences were narrated to me. But
when it came to doing those in front of the entire unit, it was a
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Still
from Gilbey's Green Label ad
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"I
don't want to copy any actor, howsoever successful he may
be"
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Did
you have any formal training in acting?
I don't believe in formal training. Acting is an intrinsic art.
These classes might polish an actor a bit, but they can't ingrain
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So,
do you watch serials to imbibe something?
I don't watch any serial mainly because I know if I do, I would
start imitating someone. It's a natural thing to happen. We all
get influenced by each other, no matter how hard we try to avoid
it. I don't want to copy any actor, howsoever successful he may
be.
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How
important is a director to you?
Quite important. I want him to help me get into the skin of
the character. He has to keep a close eye on me in the initial stages
of the show and correct my flaws as per the character demands. However,
I don't believe that the director has to enact the scenes for me.
Else, I wouldn't be able to improvise.
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No
formal training in acting. Don't watch much television. How do you
manage to convince the director?
Since I have written and directed documentaries, I can relate
to the scriptwriter and director very easily. I have a fair idea
as to what they want from me as an actor. It's a case of 'knowledge
gained does not go down the drain'. Importantly, I am not too sensitive.
I
don't mind if people point out my flaws. For instance, there was
this drunken scene recently where the creative guys felt that I
had gone over the top and they let me know. Thanks to them, I could
better my act.
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Going
back to your character. You don't share a very good equation with
your father (Deepak Parasher). But I guess that part has not been
fully delved into...
Your guess is right. That's because he (Parasher) has not been
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But
even that aspect has not been touched upon?
You are right actually, but I wouldn't be able to comment on that.
It should be coming up any moment. But I really have fallen in love
with my character. The fact that it has every possible human shade-
love, anger and jealousy, makes it even more attractive. It is also
one reason why I relate to the scriptwriter and director. |
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On
behalf of your female fans, let me ask you one last question. Where
do you think your sex appeal lies?
In my eyes. |
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